time is moving.

it has been slow. time feels like its creeping at a petty pace. from 2 weeks after studying in this academy, all i think about is when will be the next time i'm able to go back to KL or even spend the weekend not doing so many things and just relaxing.

it is tough not having enough sleep on weekdays and concentrating in class for the whole morning and afternoon. brain becomes too saturated with NEW information and knowledge. every minute feels like an hour in class. it takes forever for just one hour to be done with.

but when i'm back, time seems to pass much faster. 1hour seems like 5minutes when i'm back in KL. i do nothing much. but time is passing so quickly. there isn't much time in a day. 1minute is a lot. i realized that when my instructor was able to say at least 200words in a minute (ok maybe i over exaggerated) but still, that's how it feels like.

its already been more than a month studying here. i guess i'm getting used to it. getting used to the classes, timing, lifestyle, and the way things work in this place. i guess because of that time seem to pass a little faster than it used to. i can't believe that is has been so long already. its almost december! beginning of january i'm starting to fly already. so quick... so much to study. so much to think about...

how am i to celebrate Christmas, New Years, Chinese New Year? what's going to happen then? i don't know. i wish i knew.. but now everything cannot be planned until it comes. i don't know whether i am able to take leave to go back. i don't know whether i will be able to spend time back at KL during this festive season. my air-tickets aren't confirmed. how am i to get back? how am i to go? what if the flight is full? all this comes into consideration. its sorta giving me a headache.

what can i say... there isn't much. all i can really say is that i guess i shall and will have faith in God that He will see it all through for me. He has been faithful. but i haven't really been. i should though. and i will. hope things will work out right.


-Core