my blog is dead. i don't have much to write about. not only that, i want to post pictures! but.. taking pictures just isn't me. i'm more of a person who "download" pictures from the internet. i don't like the tediousness of having to take photo, copy it into my computer, upload it online, then blog about it. its a whole long process which i find that i am wasting my time doing. i could do better things!
talking about my life, things are almost perfect. only the fact that i am still in this island i cannot comprehend. i just wanna go home. and stay home. i like it at home. its like the comfort zone. and its like holiday! i need a break, 2 weeks maybe. but this course isn't giving me a break for more than 5days tops.
i need to start reading. reading is important, for the mind and soul. i need to exercise. i need to eat. this place made me lose 8Kilograms in 4months. i'm as skinny as a twig now. classes start at 6.30a.m now, and ends at 10.30a.m. WOW right. yeah, its WOW alright. so early. so sleepy. need to sleep.. i need to do so many things, but i don't have enough time in the day to do them. or at least, my discipline don't give me the time to do them.
like here, i am typing all this. but yet i can be reading my books now. i have an exam tmr but i'm writting this. why? lack of self-discipline. that's why. right after this i'm going to force myself to read and do some work before i sleep. i need to do that. finals in about a month. resit in 2weeks and 2days. Darn. so fast, yet this course already feels so long. my mind is telling me that. it is self-conflict to feel things pass so fast, yet its so slow... what the..
counting this down. i'm down to 8 more months. half way more. Good luck.
1 comment:
hey man, hold strong. chin up, you can do this- everyone gets a little down sometimes.
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