Father's Concerns.

have you ever wonder what your father(especially) is really concerned about daily? or is it.. most of the time no one bothers about it? well, as i know, a father does worry about loads of things not because they want to but they have to.

My father is an average man. Average height, average weight, average size (ok maybe a little on the big side).As many of my older friends should know, my father is a very straight person. What he says, is what you get and thats the end of story. no second option unless he gives you one. He used to use force instead of psychology on my older brother and i to get us to behave ourselves and not make the mistakes we have done. Little things like not finishing our food when we were younger, he would cane us. Why? because he was working so hard when we were younger. and because we don't finish our food, its a waste of money. He was only worrying about things like :-

when am i going to reach my quota?
how am i going to plan my time wisely?
how is it possible to reach my quota sooner?
how about my children's education?
do they need tuition?

that's only in the beginning. as time goes by, as long as there are children to care for there will always be this questions in his head :-

when are my children going to be matured?
when are they going to take responsibility for their own things?
how am i to make them realise that they need to take responsibility?
how are my children doing in their studies?
what are they going to turn up to be?
what about my own financial issues?

many questions to be asked to himself. and if something wrong happens that would make one of his children say things like, "i wanna hang myself", "i wanna die", "i wanna run away". fathers would be so worried and would be asking himself :-

what did i do wrong to make my children say that?
where did they learn such things?
am i not good enough a father to them?
what else can i do?
what can i do to make them feel that i do love them?
doesn't my children love me?
why?

Yes maybe it was your father who made you feel bad, and think in such a way. But the thing is, fathers only want the best for you thats for sure. so even the little stupid and wrong things he does to you, we must forgive. And someday i guess we will realise that our fathers are a real blessing to us.
Be Thankful for your father.
I am thankful for my father.

-Signing out-

Ps : this post was made based on experience.