the weekend!

been longing for the weekend the entire week! i dislike groundschool.
its stressful and stressful and stressful. its a lot of information in very few hours.
its, so much i cannot describe with words. i have a headache. i always do.

been having headaches. over and over. i'm just so glad its time to rest. maybe just a day, before i start studying again. 1 day of studies isn't enough. not when i'm having many more tests next week. and i can barely keep up with what their teaching. is it me? or is it REALLY ALOT :S
maybe sometimes its because i'm not taking the summary of whatever has been taught. i take everything as important.

maybe that's the reason why i feel like its too much to handle. i think so too. but its hard to take the summary because we don't learn it like that. we need to "OPEN OUR BRAINS". yeah, that's what we need to do. and start thinking LOGICALLY. i know i don't sound like i have a proper plan or structure to this post, its just all passing through my mind you know... all THAT. in class, the instructor's talking and talking and talking.

All we do is listen and listen and listen. note some stuff down and listen and try to understand. we need to understand, no matter what. i'm telling you, sometimes somethings we learn can be really irrelavant to what we do in the exam. somethings in the exam we don't even learn. LoL. its weird. they can't just tell us things straight forwardly like, "ok, usually they will ask this question, or this question or this question." they don't do that. all they do is TEACH. LoL.
I'm going to have to stop complaining someday and take it as it is.

I for one need to be reminded to study in the weekends. So Corey, GO STUDY.

TOMMOROW :)


-Core