i have written in my old blog about the delay that has been keeping me here. i have longed to study since about a year after our final exams in secondary school, but what can i say? i think perhaps this delay is just another message. there should and probably be a reason for having another delay. maybe it is because, like what Joe said, one of the aircraft production companies that were supplying and maintaining the aircrafts in the Asia Pacific Flight Training (APFT), Khota Bharu, has closed down. we know not what the reason but i might be the cause of the delay.
i can say i am happy, but i am only not happy due to the fact i am delayed, AGAIN. i was really looking forward to the day i learn to fly. i want to learn.
thinking about what i just said, i realize i actually do learn something everyday. its just whether you actually take the time to think about that something that you learned. may it be something small or big, it is still something new you learn.
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i am satisfied, i have more time in my hands now. i can do more things, learn more things and spend more time with people. unlike when i was working as a full-time Barista in Starbucks Coffee. i finally have time to exercise! i feel Great once more.
Now that i have more time in my hands i should perhaps do a small course while i work as a part-time Barista in Starbucks Coffee, perhaps a language course. Mandarin. :)
exercising has been great! only thing that still gets to me is that i have not yet played basketball in such a long time but it now rains so frequently. i have longed for the day when the time is right, to play ball once again. (oh how dramatic..) i no longer feel like a fat person. now that's an achievement.
-Core
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