still trying to find the write blog template for my dearest. hmm.. butterflies, pink (but not too girlish pink), music, violin are just the few things that she likes.
another thought,
been updating my blog layout. Fiddling with the CSS codes of the blog. sometimes gives me a headache. haha! but when i'm in deep concentration, i do it fast. Trial and error, that's how i got it right. many tries, many errors (the editing) finally the layout i've been wanting. am glad. now i'm not going to go into the Layout Tab in Blogger dashboard for at least a few months.
also, been sleeping really well these days. well as in, unable to take up at a decent time. I'm not really sure why, my body tired? can't be. i haven't been exercising. i need to go, badly. i better go, and not spend so much time in front of my black/blue acer laptop. been gaining like some 'jelly' at the bottom of my tummy. (although most people would say i'm skinny, i don't think so alright... ) i need to run. run it all away.
oh! come to think of it its october next week! into october here we come.. and to places here we come! holidays are coming soon. am i going for a holiday? i hope. with the right people too! :)
been feeling like a person with no direction. no goal in life. why? because.. because lah.
i haven't studied anything since i left secondary school in 2006. its been almost two years. 2 years of PURE BUMMING. WOOHOO!!
i could be considered the bummer of the year 1989. the one and only. i think i broke the record of bumming. (among my friends that is) everyone else, the longest they could actually stand bumming is about 1 and a half years. more than that, they need to do something. get to some place in life. move on you know... i on the other hand have just been waiting. waiting and waiting. for what? i am not sure myself. at least not yet.
it is confirmed but, not comfirmed. what la... sometimes i feel like maybe its the wrong path, or maybe its just meant to be like that. i am not miserable because of it actually. i am both happy and unhappy though. more happy than unhappy la.. but i'm going nowhere.
i want to get somewhere. i want life to move on for me. its almost like i'm stuck hanging somewhere unable to go up or go down even if i wanted to. it doesn't feel nice hanging at all.
very little time we have. i guess we should be sleeping at proper hours and waking at the proper hours as well, then you get the most out of your life without trashing it. i figured i need to start doing that. we should all do that. :) stay healthy, eat well, sleep well, drink well, and exercise well. Peace out.
-Core
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